Omertà

You saw me coming

As you always do

Clumsy conversations

One-sided negotiations

Waiting for me to say

everything you want me to

Blackmails and dirty talk

This world is too small

When we're waging war

Saying prayers without flinching

Acting and reacting on instinct

You've committed some sins 

but I'm an atheist

Feel my love hot as a knife

held really tight on your neck

Bringing us right back to life

Trapping us in little deaths

Hold your breath, close your eyes

I never said it, you never heard it

This is our omerta

I got you right where

I wanted you the most

Cursing heaven and hell

Me, us and yourself

For how we always turn out

When real traitor is hope

Anecdotes and sexy riddles

My love is a homing missile

No less ruthless or less lethal

This is the thief and the liar

Having fun playing with fire

Star crossed, crossed wires

And still entertwined

Let's get burned by the sun

Or drown in the open sea

Knowing it's not meant to be

Let's be unhappy together

Posting it'll last forever

Or 'til we go out for the weekend

Let's pray for our ghosts

And pray they'll stay dead

Right where they're left

Freedom

There's nothing I want most

Than to relearn time as my own

To see my faith reaching beyond

And unraveling in good will

I'm meant to relearn myself

In late thoughts of reinvention

Knowing them in full expansion

I crave a new heart to restart

My freedom is resolute

My freedom is absolute

Irreplaceable, non-negotiable

Insurmountable and unwavering

My freedom conquers all

My freedom breaks walls

It's not a dream I dare not dream

My freedom is everything

There's nothing I want most

Than the fullness of certainty

The mercy of understanding

That the best have been done

I'm meant to rediscover peace

And a brand new day to ascend

As I let go on all loose ends

Cause I don't have a choice

I didn't die when I thought I would

I could only go by the death I'd choose

My choice saved my life many times

I didn't clip my wings, didn't burn my ships

Made the best of what was made for me 

Never needed anyone to open my eyes

When I looked up to the sky

Spineless

Suffocate with your own hands

All of your death sworn love

Challenging my spirit and strength

So alluring you need to tear'em down

As if I'm something you can tame

With jesus christ and instagram

The devotion you learned to crave

As if it's yours by the taking

And the wish you'll never betray

Made you believe I'd be bound

to bow down and be a slave

In a land of lust and waste

You reach out to me

You love who I'll never be

And you'll never set me free

In your altar I'm faithless

In your heart I'm loveless

In your hands I'm spineless

Curse with your own words

The destiny you can't bend

Exorcizing my will and my hope

So amusing you need take'em down

As if I'm something you can love

through captions and ad posts

In your fantasy you thought

I would change my heart to yours

I'd give in to all what I'm not

So love could love me a bit more

Living and dying in it's misery

As if I'm grateful for it's mercy

Even the smallest sacrifice

It's too much to oblige

Yet you need part of my soul

Love could never redeem

There's nothing more to give

Nothing bought and sold

I'm Not Talking About You

The devil is in the details
In the breath you inhale

Your evasions of privacy

The devil is in your empty eyes

In your truth when you lie

In your false narrative

You forged the chase

You forged it with grace

And made it look good

Told the story once or twice

So natural, humble and nice

Wanting me to fake too 

Well, I could say

This is all a game

And it's all in vain

To expect the truth

I could say

You're the one to blame

And you can't complain

For being the one to lose

I could say all of these things

But I'm not talking about you

The devils is in the details

In caption letters on daily mail

When you try to save your neck

The devils is in your face

In the facade you display

As you wish you'd have me back

The mess you made

The false promise and heartbreak

Was it all you thought it would be?

The time you wasted

The hit and run, the sweet escape

Was it unfortunate or just destiny?

I could say that I already knew

But I'm not talking about you

Tarantula

I've made my peace and my war

My passions raises circles of hell

My sins have a life of their own

But I won't remained condemned

I rewrote the gospels on your backs

And profaned our holy ground

Thirsty, forsaken, mistaken

But I won't remained condemned

I'm not less hungry than you

I'm not less lethal, less feral

Less delirious in a revenge fantasy

Nothing will make this less severe

Until we fall on our bruised knees

Praying for all this to end

I won't remain condemned

I've shed my skin like a tarantula

I've told the truth through lies

Honored my threats of liberty

Broke free from every religion

But I won't remained condemned

Pity and fear are great companies

To dance with in boundless dark

As both the pain and the inflicter

I won't remained condemned

The venom or the medicine

Whatever I am got deep under

your skin

And I know you'll never be

the same and neither I am

I won't remain condemned

Starscapes

I weaved a fine thread of sky

To as far as the eyes can see

From the dawn of time of old

So it could find me here

For the many lives I've lived

Walking through supernovas

From one dream to another

Centuries staring back at me

Through death and through time

You answered my prayer

With a song you were playing

And gave me a brand new life

Give me the gift of a new heart

Show me mercy I never knew

I've been yearning to restart

As I stretch out my hands to you

Wipe the blood off my skin

Hear my voice calling out your name

Through starscapes for eternity

We came in this world alone

With chance and choice as witness

And the universe as a promise

We fight so hard to keep

When the waves go back down

I know you'll remember me

Look at the heaven above

Find out where I am by the skies

I'm flying on and stars I look upon

With a lullaby calling you home

Lesser Heaven

This is how it always starts

With a promise and a wish

A low sigh and a heartbeat

Surrended in full serenity

This is how it always starts

And how it'll always be

Blooming in blind chance

As it's own witness of grace

From rough to delicate

It's all about the power I gave

And how our eyes glance

Reflecting love and loss

Keep me in your prayers

Steal my every thought

Let my pleas mix to yours

I come from light years away

Of parted fate and disbelief

Please let me fade into light

In higher hell or lesser heaven

This is how it happens

With everything I always know

Prophecies etched to the soul

Free as I slowly let go

This is how it happens

As your eyes close

Time is unforgiving

As it unravels and it discloses

We know how fast it goes

To hurt or heal the soul

My journey is mine as it unfolds

But pray for me along the way

Tell me we'll never be lovelier

than we got to be for a while

As gods lay their justice with feign grace

I won't run away, I'll stay right here

Forever wondering who you're in love with