Equinox

Sacrifice me at the altar of the damned, baby

I've made a promise I might not keep

At the brink of no longer knowing who I am

The truth is maybe I just never did

I found a thrift shop in a street corner of hell

And they begged me to sell my soul

The best place for thieves to save themselves

The worst place for angels to lose control

Deceive me at the feet of the gods, baby

I'm all yours to love, hate, destroy and kill

Stop the time before the equinox

And let's dance to the sound of our thrills

Consume me until there's nothing more, baby

Pull me apart and put me back together

Picked like a camellia or a white bloomed rose

That grows in any shithole of liquid heaven

I kneeled to pray in a church in the wind

A castle on the hill, a room in the dark

As if I'm the one who invented sin

As they put me together to pull me apart

Forget me until you can't remember why, baby

Let me undo the story if it'll be last thing I'll do

Kissed goodbye under the hottest neon lights

To hear "sorry, I was never in love with you"

When devil came my way, I didn't know what to say

Take my life, roll my dice, my heart is yours

He took my hand, took a selfie and faded away

The day I knew my soul wasn't mine anymore

House of Mirrors

Look at my face and scars
Tear my whole world apart

In curses and fever dreams

Chase the twisted ways of my veins

The highest highs and deepest pains

How could I be who I used to be?

Cause I'm the rage and the revenge

I'm the fury and the insurgence

I don't forgive, I don't forget

You're the reverie and a faded memory

The choice and the hopeless misery

You no longer can say you know me

Though forever I'll be trapped

in your house of mirrors

Hear the echo of the silence

Resonating solitude and consequence

And the sentence of all your days

Haunting my fears and my lovers

Still blaming me for not recovering

But not letting me get away

Don't steal words from my mouth

Don't rip my heart off my chest

Don't force me to confess

Your sins out loud

I don't forgive, I don't forget

In my greatest moment of doubt

In my prayers to understand death

Endings and blessings

I don't forgive, I don't forget

Radioactive

There was a time when truth and lies
were unknown for desperate eyes

And your hate speech and lullabies

were the perfect twisted disguise 

This useless silent war you impel

The tricks and tales the traitors tell

Judging judges as if they're god himself

Hurt a nation and you'll hurt yourself

It doesn't take much to take you down

And defeat you in your revenge fantasy

The tyrants and torturers you bow down to

Will go down with their blind vanity

Watch the world you once knew fade away

As you pay the price for your betrayal

Lost case, unfulfilled prophecy

Fallen idol, radioactive

Tomorrow brings the justice of the dead

And the aftermath of your lost bets

Stretching the rope 'til where it can get

Facing the world with lies and idle threats

Greed abhors a vacuum, chaos is a ladder

From where your glass bones will shatter

Searching for love, descending to madness

The mirage of praise you're eternally after

Denied in life and death, by allies and foes

No god and no devil to buy your soul

Coup from coup, but no amnesty in hell

In limbo, in this land or in your cell

Nine Lives

As you accept destiny with it's tragedy and farce

The irredeemable evil which plays its part

Has kept me in its mercy for just so long

Once you're the one being kept and built

Loved, snitched, betrayed and killed

What else could you possibly die for?

Life curses the bravery of wanting too much

Watching blind faith turning into pure yearn

I think I've lost a few parts of my soul

In a world they deceive you with the truth

And gut you as sacrifice for the greater good

What else could you possibly die for?

In the thunderous echo of memory

I know you'll remember me

From flesh to flesh, ash to ash

Face to face, eye for an eye

My heart bears the weight of nine lives

Almost loved, almost chosen

Almost risen, but never dead

As you see too many suns setting on you

The rapture of nothing else left to do

Has witnessed me with calm affection

Fate always repeating the same ghostly dance

And the way how it takes you by the hand

To bring demise, then resurrection

I've lost too much time and too many lives

Searching for lovers in torturers

I don't know who to blame anymore

Endless negotiations, trials and tribulations

Until I no longer recognize myself

Though I can't be someone else

Avalanche

In a dream, I hear you whispering
A drift, a secret thrill that speaks
But the claim of devils and angels just
sounds the same to me

I see years ahead but I'm scared to blink

And dusks and dawns won't mean a thing

And we get lost in a primal greed
a storm of want that buries skin and sin

Guide me to you, scream for me

With the voice of thousand ghosts

And the soul of million years old

You stand there as my mirage

Embodying the prophecy

The desilusion and the belief

Through the avalanche

In an echo far off, I hear you damning

The hunger outweighing the guilt

And the relief seeing reason being

engulfed by touch and feels

The silence of god leaving us to decide

To break down or break free in the paradise

Love coaxed us into just to see our

souls being left to die

When our promises echo in the sky

And we hear them thundering down

Soft wishes that settle gently in the mind

And things we only know now

In a reverie, you wake from a nightmare

Of world endings and damnations

To kiss the devil you came to know

So we won't feel this pain anymore

Scorpio

I found omens when I was seeking them

In your eyes of despondency and greed

Dying in my triumph, no mercy or pain

And fever burns me thousand kisses deep

I feel my soul bifurcating as

wanting cruely betrays the need

It makes it's way to the bone

With it's promise and defeat

You were hungry, you were blind

You said a prayer and sunk your teeth

I offered my good faith in sacrifice

It brought you down to your knees

I am the balm and the wound

Your perdition and your doom

The hottest devil you've ever

sold your dark soul to

You're the malady and the remedy

My venom and the insanity

A broken hallelujah to the skies

in my greatest time of need

Surrendered, we close our eyes

to see where scorpios goes to die

I look at you as you contorts

With the bitter taste of justice done

The thirst your wine won't quench

And your wanting turning into stone

I kiss your lips and your mind wonders

How can salvation kill you like this

But your hollowed heart always knew 

The cure was worst than the disease

We surrendered to a hopeless pain

To see love as the deadliest drug

We're cristalized and numb 

to the danger of surviving

Tell me about the end of the world

The cold wars we wage on us

To make it through the pretty

the ugly, the enticing

They say you'll kill me

If I don't kill you first

But how can I rescue you

If I am much worse?

Veneralia

I'm not brave enough to say

I stand here redeemed and justified

Like an impious to your grace

Steadly looking into your eyes

I was the one to defy

The purest heavens and the

highest skies, with their

gods and saints in disguise

I was bound to fall and sin

I'm not asking for mercy

I don't deserve anything

They say I'm caught in the middle 

Of a prophecy of peace and evil

That I've woke up in a delirium

With fake promises and riddles

But when he took both my hands

I took my demons out to dance

Spinning fiercely in blind faith

I lay in your altar, I succumb to my pain

Venus, my madness witnesses my love

And I surrendered so below as above 

If I'm crazy I thought I wouldn't know

Venus, I've renounced the dream

And the hope that have never been

Then irredeemably I fall for him

Venus, here I bare body and soul

There's nothing more I owe

Let me die in my glory once more

I was young when I first knew

all the misery and decay

of the truth and all it's moments

when it cheats it's virtue

And how it never set me free

I never expected it to

Once it serves the fantasy

They say I've parted with reason

In my vows and self treasons

That I got lost among the legion

Running from all of my illusions

But when he swore his death to me

I felt my soul burning to a crisp

Challenging me to resist

But fate was made as we kissed

So Venus tell me

How many angels will be left for dead

How many gods we're going to upset

Until we'll be something real

How many saints will be sacrificed

How many prophets will be decried

Until we'll be something new

I'll be lost until you reveal 

your face in a lucid dream

Though we don't deserve anything