Dear Life

If all the hours and all the whiles be let loose
When lies and truths has nothing more to bring
And it won't mean a thing, only a numb truce
On everything in between chance and end
I know all the hopes that will never overflow
And still swallows me whole though it flies by
As reason and love collide, but I'm aware

In the everlasting or ultimate 
I long for all the time that I remake
For the wait is ruthless as it's redeeming
In all my dreaming of forging or escaping
I'm begging for dear life

If everything stop at once through out a breath
The sky and ground be snatched right out of me
I'll be flesh and memory with no faith to protect
And I'll finally know there's nowhere else to go
Nowhere from here, only a sense that I lack
And I might be blind, but I won't convince you
I've been still alive and in love all of this time

I'm not my doom and I'm not my heart
And if I surrender I will never restart
Elation and fury will remain unjustified
So here I'm praying for more time

As I'm hopefully still
Silently drifiting
Urgently febrile
Groundless and yearning
But still here

For fullness and guidance I throw myself out
As need abounds, but I'm only standing still
Unsure of how freedom feels, but somehow
I'm not disowned from ending or beginning
When the world deflate, you won't know me
You'll go back to wherever you call home
Everything will be gone, but music will go on