Three Letters

I protect every sound
The ups and downs of tongue
It's arrogant pronounce
Confortably disturbing in home

And everytime I remember the actuals facts
I wish I could build my own truth
Unchanging, extremely effective
And warmly protecting too

I gave up from saving their lines
Once someone else is spelling'em out loud
I'd never believe someday I would be
So hesitating in just saying
That three stupid letters again

Then how to read the morning headlines
When details leads to a personal decline
To measure the mistake is not usual anymore
Let it go on like it did so many times before

Here, darkness never was so sure
So safe, as soft as ignorance is sometimes
For all those who knows the cure
Allowing what they call peaceful mind
(The prettiest lie)

I gave up from keeping their lines
Once someone else is screaming'em out loud
I'd never believe someday I could be
So resistant in condescend
To that three stupid letters again

Far, cry, die
For, not, got
Too, you

Dear John

Dear John, look at me

I won't tell my friends

Stupid friends and lovers

This look is just another

As tongues and hands

Though is much more than this

Dear John, your case is dark
Room full of summers and springs
Colorful sadness and passion
A happy meaning for deception
That's all your love brings
Which I take very good care

Your bright eyes
Your charming lips
Your sweet cries
Your soft skin
A wonderland

Dear John, tell me
Go take my heart back
It's a fact you're doomed
Slow dancing on the ashes of the room
Listening to what we have not said

Your dark hair

Your red cheeks

Your strong backs

Your soft hips

I long for you to stay here

Surviving in my atmosphere

Wherever you go, you say

For the chase or the embrace

You would be...

Turn it Off

I said I can't cease
Your seventeen years old pain
Or put illusion at ease
And make the way of your hands
You're becoming like
Every million years old sea
A every second landslide
Above things you'll ever be blind to see
Your will is not my choice
And my answer is only mine
My unfortune echoing voice
Or the trigger pulled right

I'm strong and breathing
Unbelievable inflectiving
Ultimately sceptical
Extremamely up
Happily down
The end is lost
So why can't I turn it off?

I said I won't enjoy
Your threated days of grace
Or pretend the joy
Of being buried in selfish daze
You're not the feel
Just the vibrations in my paper wall
The sweetest kind of fuel
Always likely to fulfill times like now

I'm clear and determinated
Sometimes even overrated
Undoubtedly aware
So condescendent
Adaptable to anywhere
Nothing to die for or of
So why can't I turn it off?

So what to do
With low notes sounding
like a hurricane?
So what to do
When you can't turn it off?

Suffocated

Lying in the edge of deception
You choose to move on and fall in me
Manacles made for blind passion
Baby, I hate the way your heart beat

If the skin has to bleed, sure it will
As you pretend you can't feel a thing
Cloudy freedom, screams won't heal
A red river that never would drain in

Day after day
All your light remains unappreciated
Day after day
Anything more, though you're suffocated
Day after day
Any other like today

It's not like being in love at all
It's not even a trial to lose yourself
But you choose to walk and fall
And pick the rotten apple of the shelf

So the rotten feelings may arise

Day after day
Compassion and clarity can be afraid
Day after day
The last words were suffocated
Day after day
In the end we'll all see

After all the endeavor and prays
All the bitterness and wait
How long would you breathe
In this poisoned atmosphere?
How long would it take
Until we're suffocated?

Unrosing

If all the love couldn't save
Why are you wandering outside?
So much to kill in a single day
And it's hard to change the mind

This is an endless road
As an endless nightmare
Everything we learn to know
In a stranger's bed

It's been a long time for you
It was a long time for me
And it's a tough time for everyone
But unrosing is never easy
It's been forever and a day
It's been an eternity since here
It'd be the death for someone
But now I'm just unrosing, dear

"Another day like today"

For you this is an ordinary coma
And your vows keeps undecided
Never could last in a drama
So, it's a ticket to suicide

No one else'd hear your soul
No one else'd hear your voice
Feelings turns week and cold
But the memory is a choice

Would I put my mind in submission
And my life in a nightrain line?
For another case of superstition
Because you need to hear a cry
You can clean the mess again
But the dirt will be the same
Bet a broken record would say more
Though you won't be told anymore

Easily loved, easily brought
Time was a bless, but now is old
Your demons feeds your glory
And your glory shut them all
And still you ruin our illusions
With screams against the wall

[High in your home on river
All I never known is here
The storm brought the truth
Then, let it go to drift]

Eternity

Laces and prays, there were mine
At the time I waited for the sun
I laid down my eyes on time
Like if serenity was a real fun

One step leads to edge
One word leads to reality

Misery and love, your holding hands
Are holding me at the start
The most predictable end
When I know this ain't too far

Even if I don't get there
Even if I get sick
Even if I lose my sanity
Even if there's no hope
I will

Poems and pens, I'll breathe
In a higher and safe home
I'll laid down my guns here
To wait for the insecurity be gone

One bless is disappointing
One mistake is clearity

Even if I die in the same place
Even if I'm unable to forgive
Even if I lose my faith
Even if there's no chance
I will stay here

And in all the lost senses
Every castle of memories
I respect my fences
And all it's misery

Onde For a Dor

Disparos de Vênus me aprisionam
Um passo atrás, o paraíso estava ali
O que foi que você fez agora?
Um traço lúdico que eu nunca mais vi
Eu posso fazer um gesto, um verso
O resto da poesia
Você pegou um ponto e fez história
Então agora é outra vida

Você não é ateu, mas também não crê
Não fala e também não vê
Mas onde quer que seja a dor
Estará mergulhado em torpor

Sua luxúria é intrigante
Uma armadilha, caminho para o inferno
Agora que alcançou os céus
Pode voltar para o caos eterno
O sentimento podre diário
Tão raro, inimaginável
É sua arma para todo o fim
O que te fez assim

Você não é a garantia nem a incerteza
Não é o forte nem a fortaleza
Mas onde quer que seja a dor
Absolverá o agressor

Leech

I doubt about your demons
And I doubt about your rights
Your details are frightening me
I wore our illusions for a while
And obsession was a gun
Life has lost itself in insanity

I don't love you for your prays
Your mind, distorted ways
Or for your obscenity

I doubt about your clarity
And I doubt about your arms
You made the beauty your shield
Your backs are a safe home
For the opression and the greed
They never care if it's real

I don't love you for your meds
Your love, or for your bed
Your obscurity

How the light can blind?
Why your name makes you bleed?
Precious illusions with parasites
Your every condescending love for the leech
How oblivion can enslave?
Why ignorance is your bliss?
Leaving memories on the way
Unconditional love for your leech

Something has died in your hands
And left the scars exposed
I refused to sign your eternity
Your reality doesn't shine so bright
My dear

[You lost yourself in their mind
While your world divides
And once again it
Drifts away and die]

-Thanks for all the comments. All the best!

Smelling Like a Rose

I'll look for a new sense in life
Though the reasons are still incomplete
Still we depend of each other's right
To fill the gaps left beneath
The change is a need but it's hard
When there's so much rejected
The look on the mirror seems too far
Which makes it easier to regret

Rotten flowers of your field
Harder than what I already feel
Your edge suffocates
While years runs desparate
A key to universe
Acusation is death

Truth bares itself
Letting the horizon expose
This is the end of hell
I'm smelling like a rose
Ok, so here we are
Open heart but mind closed
In your every scar
I'm smelling like a rose

I was looking for your draft
Today always covers yesterday reality
Still you have your damn gaps
The face of the empty infinity
Who would decipher forgotten questions
Or decipher our way of understand
Reticent of any kind of sugestions
When your truth is the last thing to stand

Desabafo

Falei muitas vezes que eu nunca quis ser possuída
Desejei por vezes que isso nunca durasse
Prazeirosa viagem entorpecente
Palavras tão duras quanto seu significado
Não vale a pena me sujar com pouco sangue
Um corte na garganta a cada grito
Lágrimas ardentes quando escorrem ao rosto
Confissões para o espaço
O céu azul que se torna cinza
Cega para a distancia entre as mãos e estrelas
Tentei tantas vezes explicar, inutilmente
Mas quando os sons atingirem as paredes
Você estará escutando a canção
Marcando a opção "repeat"
Encostado na parede do banheiro, as palavras ecoarão
Tarde demais para ver o quanto foi rápido
Doce, minha doce entorpecência
Que ainda arde em mim
Mesmo que não cause mais efeito
Absolvido superficialmente
O grito rompendo os sentidos, os vidros
O grito que ainda arde
E ainda sim, meu desabafo.

Beneath Me

I must see the end before to born
The fever burns me as the sun is cold
You'll never touch these things I hide
When blood is all so like gold

And as the waves flow
I've seen tomorrow passing fast
I was about to say the name of life
I was about to do it twice

I accept myself as a human
No matter how many gods will possess me
If I can't feel, then they're not real
And I'm waiting for the history beneath me

I've lost myself in the hand you've gave
So fertile as the valleys of the city
Maybe a heart, a face to crave
Something to bring me reality

But the day
The whole pray
Holy heart of loss
The first day
It's a mistake
That you love most

Undecided

I'm hung in a slack rope
Which everyone calls it hope
Thousand feet from your ground
I never lived the way that you live

I never really celebrated the pain
And judgments are wasting me

And as the days goes on, I feel unjustify
I may have lied about my beliefs
The more it's clean, I just can't see
A way to not feel undecided

I've been running with the time
To make it mine forever
From both of us, I became
The more emergencial taste
But maybe you are undecided

I'm walking in a road
Which is also called hope
A dark dead-end street
I wander through wonders
I reach the light when it blinds me
But then again, I don't know your name

I just don't know what to believe it
'cause my faith is already gone
You're running the more you can
Understanding what you can't understand
But still I feel undecided

Evil First Lady

Girl is an iron maiden
And she proved her own faith
On her back, between her legs
Beautiful face with bloodstains
Tell me what Eve has given you
That Mrs. Madalaine would be jealousy
Two thousand years and you're undone
Selling yourself in pieces for some visibility

The whole crowd is feeling ashamed
Of your dirty whips and chains

We have an evil first lady in a chair
Running in despair
Helping Mr. President to spare the pain
Oh, evil first lady what can you give us?
Before you give up
Stupid dreamer looking for a name
Stay away from me

Girl is a dirty moth
And the more she proved her faith
Her back is broken, legs are still open
Beautiful animal bitterly tamed
Eve seems to condemn her womb
But Mrs. Madalaine has a standing ovation
Some months and you're still undone
Your parts are stucked in alienation

The whole crowd is laughing in relief
For the fall of a corrupted belief

Carry On

Long years 'til here
A long and twisted way
Corrupted faith in tears
Blinding the view away

Holy saint with two fates in hand
Suddenly I decided to take what's mine
Torturating pain, I'll breathe again
I pray for my words and eyes

Straight to you
Running straight to you
What made fantasy undo
I'm not afraid of you

I'm just
Moving on, moving along
I may never see the sun
But I'm just
Moving on, moving along
Carrying on

Holy angel with four wings
We're flying free since then
Old season winds of a cold spring
High hopes until I leave them

Straight to me
Running straight to me
A continual sea
I'm not afraid of me

And in a tide of remembering
So sick of swimming in vain
In an ultimate memory
I'm not afraid of pain

Devaneio

Por debaixo de sua estupidez
Por baixo mais uma vez
Repetidamente fora do ar
Difícil seria não gritar
Pânico enquanto explode
Batendo as janelas antes que alguém acorde
Mas eu prefiro que isso corroa seus pensamentos
Assim você não me pertubaria com seus tormentos
Repetidamente fora de controle
Esperando que a situação estoure
Vozes dizem que não fui convidada
Mas que se dane, eu estou congelada
Novamente, repetidamente
Intácta
Parada
Estabilizada
Sob controle - Fora
Dentro e fora de um sonho bom
Repetindo aquele mesmo tom
Uma mudança somente minha
Uma flor engolida por ervas daninhas
Martelando e estourando sua, minha cabeça
Algo que está exigindo que eu adoeça
Livre de nostalgia
Insegura para enfrentar o dia
Todos, nada
Fora de casa
Então eu espero que isso te, me corroa
Decapitada por minha própria coroa

Moonshine

It's safe to say the deal was broken
Now that i'm spiting my world out loud
I can't say 'til when the door will be open
Now that faith has never comes around

The warm was made so much deep
The core is saved but the heart will bleed

Please, bring me the moonshine
To cover these damn hard times
If we all are praying for a direction sign
But I'm sure someday you'll break the tide

I think I've never enjoyed the bright days
When the time bited me on my neck
It's too soon to guess what's real or fake
I gotta believe you'll bring destiny back

Maybe you should think twice before let it go
And remember the sun is gone so long ago

Baby, I'm still waiting for the moonshine
It seems fun to go for a nocturne ride
You never told me sleepwalkers could lie
But I'm sure that you'll be fine

Are you still looking for the moonshine
The days won't stop passing by
Then baby, just stare me in the eye
Cause I can't say how you sleep at night

Mayne Screamed

Dear Mayne knows my name
He writes me everyday
Telling me about his pain
And how dangerous is the game

Dear Mayne burns in flames
In the same room where
we passed our honey-moon

I wanna hold you like a baby
I wanna save the keys of your piano
I wanna save the sprinkled-blood words
You said to me between whispers
Yeah, whispers

Dear Mayne held me tight
And made a line between death and life
Kept between sad pleas
Enslavered since the day
You called me baby

Until the day Mayne screamed
Mayne screamed out loud
For all those around
Begging for someone else's life
Which could be mine
Yeah, he could be mine

Enslavered

What good will do asking answered questions?
What good will do holding disbelief in an open game?
The eyes on you can tell about you better than yourself
The eyes on me won't never reach the light

Oh, honey don't walk away
Don't walk away
Honey, don't walk away
Don't walk away

What good will do creating imaginary fences?
What good will do holding yourself in your own hand?
You have the whole world looking for us this time
So I don't care how murdering your plan can be

Oh, honey don't walk away
Don't walk away
Honey, don't walk away
Don't walk away

Bloodstained Throne

Coward, look at you
Look at all your undone vows
Look out for your rights
'Cause looking at you
is wishing to be blind

Coward, what will it be of you
What will it be of your mistakes
Without someone to blame
I bet you death would
be just the same

Oh, you
Declining to your doom

Coward, see yourself
See all you've claimed for
Tomorrow is like today
With all that stupid words
You like to say
Just go and make your way
Like you always needed to do

Oh, you
Declining to your doom
Growing rage in a closed room
Falling for all the things you do
Oh, you
Fighting in your own coom
Eternally a forgotten loom
Following the road of fools
Waiting for your doom

Truth

I'd scratch your backs
When I'm not the strong side
The stronger tide
Your stare on stairs
Climbing up my forgiveness
I'm speechless

I won't write myself
Or describe the hell of you
I've left the words fall
Down the hall and pass through
I won't hide the truth

I'd love to lose control
Somewhere you could never find
Maybe in your life
Broken confidence
Why would I let you climb my legs
With dirty steps?

I'd open your wounds
To keep this conversations alive
I'd do it for thousand times
Your oppressed regret
Around my oppressed individuality
The gag of reality

One day
When you talk, not just speak
When I'm strong, not so weak
When you'd know, not just see
When I'll exist, not just be
When you live, and not just breathe
I know we'll see the truth

Liberty

I see tomorrow
And my wings are free
A long road to follow
A long road to eternity
How far will I go
Until hope would show?

I'm longing for reasons
Safe ways to breathe
Neverending seasons
Keeps holding me
The open door of your
secret place
The everlasting embrace

Suffocated
I will never reach the light

I wish I could live
In your liberty
Hold my own escape
And the reality
Why can't I breathe
Your liberty?
How would life survive
Locked in here?

I search for heaven
With no prize to pay
The stronger the tide
The more you're afraid
How far would I go
With no room to grow?

I'm praying to nothing
While I'm holding your hand
Waiting for the time
To be saved from the end
The open door of a secret place
My everlasting embrace

I wish I could fly
In your open sky
Giving me the view far beyond
As life has gone by the boards

Blind

If you needed to look back
And walk through steps with no regret
Guide me right into your place
Into your heart in an empty face
I'm here for so long
Waiting for the time to move along
And find myself between my words
My own attention I deserve

If your heart beats in decadence
It's better find a safe fence
To block up your confusing explanations
And put you in the right destination
I'm in a dark room touching the space
And I found you lost in disgrace

I kept the reason why
Anyway, I'm still blind
And you can drag me to somewhere out there
I took my own vows
In my hair, they're all bows
And you wear'em to suffocate me 'til the death
The sun in my eyes is the reflex of your face

I have the whole damn world
And thousand reasons to give up anymore
Thousand others stupid excuse
In fire, they all will be consumed
But I say "thank you" for the times I said "yes"
For the more the traces are useless
'cause in the dark, it surely will fade away

I kept the reason why
Anyway, I'm still blind
And you dragged me to a hell of your own
I took my own vows
In my hair, they're all bows
Around my neck, they all seem wrong
If the heart seems burning, inside it's exploding

I kept the reason why I'm still blind
Stolen visions from tomorrow
For an eternity beneath your eyes

À Margem.

Imagine que você passou a sua vida inteira numa sala de estar. Na primeira crise, você vai para a cozinha em busca de uma faca. Você acaba se distraindo com a TV ligada e senta para assistir as notícias. Você tem outra crise e dessa vez você vai ao lugar onde está os talheres. Você acaba se distraindo de novo e decide beber água. Então na terceira crise você achou a faca e agora está se decidindo se corta seus pulsos ou não. Eu estou na terceira crise e sem nada para me distrair.

10/03/2010

Foi lindo, inesquecível, emocionante, incontrolável, selvagem, amendrontador. Não tenho nem mesmo palavras para descrever a emoção que é estar frente a frente com Axl Rose, acompanhando cada movimento que ele faça.
Apesar de inúmeras críticas mentirosas, de fãs desacreditados e descrentes, Axl triunfa e domina o palco, fazendo dele seu império, e os fãs, seus mais fiéis súditos.
O melhor show que Belo Horizonte já recebeu. 10/03/2010 é uma data para ficar marcada na vida de qualquer ser-humano que estava presente no Mineirinho.
Guns N' Roses Chinese Democracy World Tour 2010 - STARTS NOW!

Fotos:

Back To Heaven

I feel my enemy's pain
And he was saying can you save my soul?
You don't have a dime to drain
You promised peace in a whole new world

Stupid peoples were living a legend
Then you raped yourself and all of them
The pain is real but I don't wish your healing
The story was told with a painful ending

You want glory, here it is
But it's not a movie, it's reality
Take your sad tears and fears
There's too much to consider

Take me back to heaven

I feed your sacred name
I wish I was as holy as your memory
To lose in my own game
Then they'd blame my fame and misery

Desparated after a cure for happiness
It wouldn't be authentic to swim with the tide
To insist in stay would be simply useless
To leave made you a god for our whole life

Damn, man
You just killed your own dream
I know the door was open
But it was your fault the sorrow got in