Unrosing

If all the love couldn't save
Why are you wandering outside?
So much to kill in a single day
And it's hard to change the mind

This is an endless road
As an endless nightmare
Everything we learn to know
In a stranger's bed

It's been a long time for you
It was a long time for me
And it's a tough time for everyone
But unrosing is never easy
It's been forever and a day
It's been an eternity since here
It'd be the death for someone
But now I'm just unrosing, dear

"Another day like today"

For you this is an ordinary coma
And your vows keeps undecided
Never could last in a drama
So, it's a ticket to suicide

No one else'd hear your soul
No one else'd hear your voice
Feelings turns week and cold
But the memory is a choice

Would I put my mind in submission
And my life in a nightrain line?
For another case of superstition
Because you need to hear a cry
You can clean the mess again
But the dirt will be the same
Bet a broken record would say more
Though you won't be told anymore

Easily loved, easily brought
Time was a bless, but now is old
Your demons feeds your glory
And your glory shut them all
And still you ruin our illusions
With screams against the wall

[High in your home on river
All I never known is here
The storm brought the truth
Then, let it go to drift]

Eternity

Laces and prays, there were mine
At the time I waited for the sun
I laid down my eyes on time
Like if serenity was a real fun

One step leads to edge
One word leads to reality

Misery and love, your holding hands
Are holding me at the start
The most predictable end
When I know this ain't too far

Even if I don't get there
Even if I get sick
Even if I lose my sanity
Even if there's no hope
I will

Poems and pens, I'll breathe
In a higher and safe home
I'll laid down my guns here
To wait for the insecurity be gone

One bless is disappointing
One mistake is clearity

Even if I die in the same place
Even if I'm unable to forgive
Even if I lose my faith
Even if there's no chance
I will stay here

And in all the lost senses
Every castle of memories
I respect my fences
And all it's misery

Onde For a Dor

Disparos de Vênus me aprisionam
Um passo atrás, o paraíso estava ali
O que foi que você fez agora?
Um traço lúdico que eu nunca mais vi
Eu posso fazer um gesto, um verso
O resto da poesia
Você pegou um ponto e fez história
Então agora é outra vida

Você não é ateu, mas também não crê
Não fala e também não vê
Mas onde quer que seja a dor
Estará mergulhado em torpor

Sua luxúria é intrigante
Uma armadilha, caminho para o inferno
Agora que alcançou os céus
Pode voltar para o caos eterno
O sentimento podre diário
Tão raro, inimaginável
É sua arma para todo o fim
O que te fez assim

Você não é a garantia nem a incerteza
Não é o forte nem a fortaleza
Mas onde quer que seja a dor
Absolverá o agressor

Leech

I doubt about your demons
And I doubt about your rights
Your details are frightening me
I wore our illusions for a while
And obsession was a gun
Life has lost itself in insanity

I don't love you for your prays
Your mind, distorted ways
Or for your obscenity

I doubt about your clarity
And I doubt about your arms
You made the beauty your shield
Your backs are a safe home
For the opression and the greed
They never care if it's real

I don't love you for your meds
Your love, or for your bed
Your obscurity

How the light can blind?
Why your name makes you bleed?
Precious illusions with parasites
Your every condescending love for the leech
How oblivion can enslave?
Why ignorance is your bliss?
Leaving memories on the way
Unconditional love for your leech

Something has died in your hands
And left the scars exposed
I refused to sign your eternity
Your reality doesn't shine so bright
My dear

[You lost yourself in their mind
While your world divides
And once again it
Drifts away and die]

-Thanks for all the comments. All the best!

Smelling Like a Rose

I'll look for a new sense in life
Though the reasons are still incomplete
Still we depend of each other's right
To fill the gaps left beneath
The change is a need but it's hard
When there's so much rejected
The look on the mirror seems too far
Which makes it easier to regret

Rotten flowers of your field
Harder than what I already feel
Your edge suffocates
While years runs desparate
A key to universe
Acusation is death

Truth bares itself
Letting the horizon expose
This is the end of hell
I'm smelling like a rose
Ok, so here we are
Open heart but mind closed
In your every scar
I'm smelling like a rose

I was looking for your draft
Today always covers yesterday reality
Still you have your damn gaps
The face of the empty infinity
Who would decipher forgotten questions
Or decipher our way of understand
Reticent of any kind of sugestions
When your truth is the last thing to stand

Desabafo

Falei muitas vezes que eu nunca quis ser possuída
Desejei por vezes que isso nunca durasse
Prazeirosa viagem entorpecente
Palavras tão duras quanto seu significado
Não vale a pena me sujar com pouco sangue
Um corte na garganta a cada grito
Lágrimas ardentes quando escorrem ao rosto
Confissões para o espaço
O céu azul que se torna cinza
Cega para a distancia entre as mãos e estrelas
Tentei tantas vezes explicar, inutilmente
Mas quando os sons atingirem as paredes
Você estará escutando a canção
Marcando a opção "repeat"
Encostado na parede do banheiro, as palavras ecoarão
Tarde demais para ver o quanto foi rápido
Doce, minha doce entorpecência
Que ainda arde em mim
Mesmo que não cause mais efeito
Absolvido superficialmente
O grito rompendo os sentidos, os vidros
O grito que ainda arde
E ainda sim, meu desabafo.

Beneath Me

I must see the end before to born
The fever burns me as the sun is cold
You'll never touch these things I hide
When blood is all so like gold

And as the waves flow
I've seen tomorrow passing fast
I was about to say the name of life
I was about to do it twice

I accept myself as a human
No matter how many gods will possess me
If I can't feel, then they're not real
And I'm waiting for the history beneath me

I've lost myself in the hand you've gave
So fertile as the valleys of the city
Maybe a heart, a face to crave
Something to bring me reality

But the day
The whole pray
Holy heart of loss
The first day
It's a mistake
That you love most