July 23

Maybe now I should run
My instinct is the one I can count on
To walk away for good

Not scared to begin again
Accepting the rain is hard to maintain
If that was the truth

You opened and gone without a single sigh
Never regretted or thought you should stay and fight
So certained you were stucked and I'd never catch up
But the truth is and it will always be
You didn't deserve me in last july 23

I opened my mouth
And the cold now washes me inside out
I do a silent pray

I look to the ground
I tell myself alright, but I can't say it loud
No, it's not okay

You forgot your garden was where
You've build my fate and home
Never really cared if that was close
To that vulcano in yellowstone
But you had to tore the page in calender place
And all things we've been through
I can't afford being only 22

Bloom

I'd trust my peace to my hands
So it means I'm no longer terrified
An ultimate territory at last, at least
Too late to wait the sun in that mist

I might follow my fate back
So soon enough I'll know that I'm home
The wind blows slowly "it's time to go"
And I want to go

Now I know all my quiet and spring
And the yearning for a solid soft wind
I've been concealed and lineate
Waiting for the spirit come through
And time and strength to bloom

I see the dream and the nightmare
In either way my eyes are closed
So much energy to mend hopes
So much my wish won't hide away
And it can't fly away

If I give in to my severity
Will this centralize me until I'm one?
In self and outer submission
Enough omission to be ready and done

Oh dear force of nature
Even though I'd be it, I'd still envy it
Judged new, but stale whole

Now that there's quiet in harvesting time
And the yearning for parsley, sage and thyme
I've been conflicting, ingrown and secret
Waiting for the eager to burst in consume
And fight and fate to finally bloom

Follow

Pieces glued back together, restored guts
and you've found an easier way
And for you I'm the last of my solicitudes
Sometimes I'm crazy and drunk on apathy
And slow enough to not convince you

Your linearity is two years lost
It stands on my hand and I shake it off

I try to give you what you wish
Drink from my overfall, draw 'ok' from my lips
This is the fierce dead end of scarcity
And you don't know, you just follow

Acid plastic to repair an army, sewed words
and this is how tongues suffocates
But for you I'm just crudely unable to perceive
Now I'm the trashy debt untimely charged
Though the one in the haste pledge was me

You welcome their lies and think they're fair
as long as they'll give your truths a breath of air

And there's no such thing as had foreseen
Your numb footprint on a virgin ground
Leaving town to write a name in fiend lines
Oh what a beautiful mistake to impel
When you've put yourself in the firing line
Repeat it until it canonize

No, you haven't lost your worried mind
You cannot lose what's not your own
No, you haven't lost their lovely gaze
You cannot lose what's not your own
No, you haven't lost your way with words
You cannot lose what's not your own

Vixen

You light up black white candles
And you lie about randoms and alibis
You eat apples and daisies seeds
And you're anything between hell and sky

Empty psalms and benzodiazepines
It's another day like it always has been

You thought you were summer
You thought you were cocaine
You thought your grass was greener
And you had God on your window pane

Blue Ribbon

No, no one would break into you
To stand up and reach out for strayed truths
No one certainly would spread it around
Though your hideout hinges creak this loud

Did you know those were my last two cents?
My last phone call to talk with Mary Jane?
Did you know that was my last long air taxi ride?
My last phoenix before being sucked from the sky?

No one will buy your house if it is a broken shelter
No one will move there if they don't know the weather
You should've known better when put it to sale
All entries and stories tied in ail with a blue ribbon

I'm held by the walls
Nothing is bleeding me
In the void I'm breathing in
I'm held by the walls
Until this quiet rue wear thin
For me to get myself untied
And brave enough to arise
I'll have to forge and lie

No, no one saw the knob is unclear
And up on hanger there are a million keys
No one certainly would be so surprised
Having known the one they walk side-by-side

Did you know those were my last doubts?
My last great chance to dance it all out?
Did you know that was my last attempt of piety?
The last time this house would look like me?

You say the truth goes wherever you are
Though viewers must chooses what they testify
But they are freely all there, freely out there
And you're the only one who can't walk out untied

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I Can Only Watch While It Rains

Stucked in haze, I was supposed to drive all night
And run and choose as I'm slowly biding my time
For every hour have been shut down and given up

I shelter in small pieces of hope and promises
Holding myself in glimpses of deliverance
To hear the sound of inescapable precendences
For this late calm will be a challenge out loud

The day broke in half
My dear, the day broke in half

As I'm laid, the world deflates
And I can only watch while it rains
'cause I just can't stop and stand
to watch it burn again

I allow myself this benevolent silence to bloom
Yet it's only a souvenir in a boundless gloom
But none rein will govern a chest about burst
As none raindrop will ever cease this thirst

The day broke in half
My dear, the day broke in half

Though there's a beautiful end down here
And something will born as all others had died
It's not strange to see outside if the window is clear
In this falling wave of rest, the rain will wash me