July 23

Maybe now I should run
My instinct is the one I can count on
To walk away for good

Not scared to begin again
Accepting the rain is hard to maintain
If that was the truth

You opened and gone without a single sigh
Never regretted or thought you should stay and fight
So certained you were stucked and I'd never catch up
But the truth is and it will always be
You didn't deserve me in last july 23

I opened my mouth
And the cold now washes me inside out
I do a silent pray

I look to the ground
I tell myself alright, but I can't say it loud
No, it's not okay

You forgot your garden was where
You've build my fate and home
Never really cared if that was close
To that vulcano in yellowstone
But you had to tore the page in calender place
And all things we've been through
I can't afford being only 22