Seasick

Toss me a ceiling as my mind betrays me
I try to set pointers in a timeless useless space
Our faults and fights seems to float and mix
While a last kiss shall give up and fade

Honey, tell me
If I pray to heaven above
will it pull me up to breathe again?

Before he left stodly he said to me
"Learn to swim, girl, grow some wings"
Grow some gills and eat your soul and feels"
But silence ate the time that I can't kill
And water ate the tears that I can't cry

I had enough of faith
I can't have no more
I had enough of time
I can't have no more
I had enough of fire
I can't have no more
I had enough of air
I can't have no more

Would it be surprising if we know we're dying?
Would it matter if we know it's getting dark outside?
Would it matter if it'd start to rain?