I Really Don't Dance Around Much Anymore

I was there with all I had

With poems and silent prayers

Ready to get my heart eaten whole

There was nothing I wanted more

Shaky hands, stars in my eyes

Open wide to a brand new world

You could hear my every heartbeat

Like sirens in new york city

In a numbing epiphany

A soothing suffering

Will you drop everything

and remember me like this

In the light of a burning room

Or just the bright of the moon

Though I don't dance around much

anymore I'd go out dancing with you

All eyes on us, all eyes on us

I saw illusion as resolution

As any inescapable crave

Written all over the biggest skies

It was just a dream, but it was mine

I could write many sad songs

About where I was that spring

It was raining, it was 2013 and

I wanted you to love me again

It's like it's been just a daydream

Someone had in their late teens

And fear is just a pale reverie

And overcome all the way

I'll walk with you as the past fades

So will you dance with me

Love Bomb

Convince me I'm wanting

and I want something from you

And there's nothing I can do

I'm just playing with the idea

of slipping into the temptation

of seeking my redemption

Cause I have nothing to do

I look at you while you daydream

With your vows and everything

You think you'll leave unscathed

Entertained seeing through you

Playing of who is fooling who

Until we go beyond the pale

Say I'm the need you needed

And my heart is the reward

You'll lie and cheat to win

Scream it from the rooftops

To the infinite lights glistening

We're in love with the promises

We'll break one by one

Just set off your love bomb

Use my desire against me

as a sharp knife held to my neck

Make me say what I've never said

My mind is full of eulogies

And sexy fantasies of desilusion

Lost in greed and confusion

And we play them in our bed

You look at me as I dissociate

I nod, I laugh and contemplate

All that I know it'll never be

My disbelief, your feign charm

Hidden riddles in our scars

Telling fairy tales of tragedy

Say fuck, try your luck

I'm at the reach of your touch

We know how good it hurts

If it feels anything like hell

To burn, to beat or to bruise

Just ignite the fuse

Let’s destroy everything