Dear Life

If all the hours and all the whiles be let loose
When lies and truths has nothing more to bring
And it won't mean a thing, only a numb truce
On everything in between chance and end
I know all the hopes that will never overflow
And still swallows me whole though it flies by
As reason and love collide, but I'm aware

In the everlasting or ultimate 
I long for all the time that I remake
For the wait is ruthless as it's redeeming
In all my dreaming of forging or escaping
I'm begging for dear life

If everything stop at once through out a breath
The sky and ground be snatched right out of me
I'll be flesh and memory with no faith to protect
And I'll finally know there's nowhere else to go
Nowhere from here, only a sense that I lack
And I might be blind, but I won't convince you
I've been still alive and in love all of this time

I'm not my doom and I'm not my heart
And if I surrender I will never restart
Elation and fury will remain unjustified
So here I'm praying for more time

As I'm hopefully still
Silently drifiting
Urgently febrile
Groundless and yearning
But still here

For fullness and guidance I throw myself out
As need abounds, but I'm only standing still
Unsure of how freedom feels, but somehow
I'm not disowned from ending or beginning
When the world deflate, you won't know me
You'll go back to wherever you call home
Everything will be gone, but music will go on

Pink Mist

If I ever dare make myself something alive
All your plans and hands will endear to me
As a forged relief, a tough mercy
I came to know many things I haven't seen
That all along your eyes has tried to show me
And made a doubtless freedom of my omission

As I'll watch you from another life
I will live bodiless and without a name 

You lifted me up towards freedom
So I must try the pain
In the end of every kiss
We'll be a pink mist

I see every pray, truth and plea unraveled
And I may cheat on everything that loves me
Exactly how I'm about to believe
You were taken high just by a bit of my faith
You were proved right to lose for wavelenght
And there I expand because then it'll hurt less

So I recreate spirituality to make it fit in
There's no other shelter for body and memory
There's no other way to bend and break destiny

All buttons pressed
All words spoken
All triggers pulled
And all justice done

Into The Void

You know how silence serves
And how is the end of every world
I'm not hanging upon your every word
There's no much to believe in
Or to beg, borrow or steal
And what's conquered just won't
build you any more

And my heart beats louder than yours
Even if I've lost it so long ago

Nothing comes from nothing
Then there's nothing left to lose
Nothing is safe and nothing is a proof
Tonight we might desert all the things
We've always loved and held onto
But do you claim the same into void?

Whoever is gonna crack now
Won't have the time to take the blame
Excuses and rewards are all the same
All our wills hanging in a dying sky
All alligned and unjustified
And if it don't hurt you'll know how
kind a loss can be

Yes, we are pure flesh and memory
And you just can't believe me now
You can't tell me how we got here
But I can sure hold us in my hand
As power is always inviting
And it is where I'm supposed to be

Tonight the only light we might see
will burn it all down
All our truths and beliefs shattered
on the same ground
Doesn't take much to start and to
end a decaying peace
But it might cost two lives to declare
a damage deceased
   

Valley Girl

I ain't no Valley Girl
I know hell and heaven by the taste
And if you no longer know me
You won't dare to owe me
Your sticks and stones can go to waste

I can take and break for worst or better
And doesn't matter whatever you say to me

Oh, no
I ain't no Valley Girl
No more

I ain't no Valley Girl
My heart does beats on it's own
And I up until here I came
I've tried, I've made a name
And this is a sound around someone

I can take and break for worst or better
And doesn't matter whatever you say to me

Moonless

Let's pretend you no longer know yourself
That you're not thirsty for anything else
And you can't feel your blood running backwards
Let's pretend you're still deathly choiceless
That you're not running and you're still voiceless
And none breeze could have blown towards me

Nothing is flawed and nothing is written
But I see better in the dark
I see better in the dark

There's only an artificial light here
And the world around just falls away
Too much boosts to break our bones
And none of us and none of this
And we are moonless now

Let's pretend there's one thing real out there
That it's your plain truth, clean and bare
And you can feel every inch of it below your skin
Let's pretend my taste changed irreversibly
That words numbly flows and you blow'em strongly
And all our deaths and blooms are dead to you

No silence is silencer though no water runs still
But I see better in the dark
I see better in the dark

And you can try to do away with the light
that don't decompose
That don't dissolve upon your big sky
But you know the kind of love you create
That you afraid to wake and know the truth

Coral Snake

You swear you see five times ahead
And for that you deserve the meat in your mouth
And your home ground and every war you impel
But your colors aren't true even for yourself

No one sees you here so you can't be stopped
You can't be dogded and then you know your time
Downright of the weight of your will and lies

But you were not let in willingly
You just broke yourself in through misery
Like a devil watching a moment of doubt
A coral snake waiting to take a life at a bound

When you fell from your liquid sky
Your cloud nine said a lot about what you're not
And you never thought you could be drained like this
But part of you is poison and the other doesn't exist

Low and distorted, you still can't be stopped
As you suck the light and crawl through your fog
Though you're never a damn inch closer to god

It's not like we can't hear each other
Through air shifts of our every move
And now I know better all your ends
And if you don't know consequence
Then I'll bring it to you

Only welcome when not seen
Only left in when not heard
Only allowed when not seeked

Basalt

I'll stay long enough to watch it burn
So much 'til my skin melt beneath the sun
And you can only hold me for so long

I knew hope and fury when they were in hands
Couldn't let it quench and dissolve up in the sky
And right there I still expected truths turn back to lies

There's no chance or choice or amnesty
I cannot lie levity, I'm unchained and in great ablaze
And no belied grace could be this overwhelming
Chaos dwells until I'll be pure basalt

I'll stay long enough to watch it fall
So far to know how fast it'll hit and crawl
And no one will break it in the sake of rue

If there's a truth boiling down below
It's easy to know because it's just who we are
And not who the wind would simply blow for too far