I was the one who wanted to live forever
I was the one who dared to love forever
I offered you fullness, elation and clarity
For every single damn day in every shard of
Eden by every string of ruthless paradise
I was the one who never dreaded abidance
The one who endured and stayed true to
myself and to the promise of possibility
You were the one who couldn't resurrect to
the power of your words and chose to decay
in front of the unraveling of my bliss
You never stay
You never live to tell
I offered you blind loyalty and patiently
persevered in the longing of you capturing
it with nails and teeth to escape the drought
and scarcity we know in times like these
As a chance to restart and restore
You've thrown it away like if it were wrapped
into a pile of magazines, old scribblings,
dead batteries, used condoms and smoked joints
So don't you dare to point your finger at me
and call me weak when you're the one who's
running

I refuse to let you reclaim for
Anything of me that doesn't look
like a fire and iron skeleton
Anything that tasted close to a
true and bold form of infatuation
tossed your way as another chance
My love, brave and free, and my
belief, unburied and unwavering,
Can't be used as witnesses of lost
battles, desertions or abandonments
But the well I meant, wanted and was
at all times when they were honored
In the end, I am my only witness
And I'm not the one hidden in riddles
In futile humour or shallow reasoning
I know all about the despondency
The contagion of the urgency
The fever for the blame
The endings that needs a core
And you can say my spirit was hectic
But I've never been afraid of peace
I've bet my voice many times for it
Even knowing I would be only partially
human, but could be uniformly hopeful
But you are only your faltering you
I am the peace of work that I have
And I won't let you knock it down to
grab the pieces to sustain your
millions years old unbalanced soul

Look at me
Tell me the authorship of this universe
How the choice I've made led to a supernova
That echoes along it's been three lives
Through unholy wars and fiery truces
Look at me
'Cause I trust you enough to bear your view
When thinking about diffusions of daydreams
And I'm always here when you call me holy
Your poetry proclaims rebirth and I hear
So look at me
For the wait is long and my faith reclaims
The miracles and prayers behind your eyes
As every part of me gently believes in the
rapture of the steady truth that wields me
So look at me
And you'll know how to discover yourself
Exercising the fullness of discovering me
As you see that all we are is still here
Your body is a temple of traces of my pleas
So look at me
Read the adages written in sullied sheets
How we've gone crazy and lost our names
In the day the music reborn

Ground Zero

From secret to perception, I could sense
The air shift is still the same all around
I've seen it perfectly as I was believing
Of all the times that we were faced with
death for life, you've lied for shelter
And broke through an idiot dim light
From fear to solution, we remain blind

Take me as you will
For the freedom that I feel
As no law or view wields me
No boundaries, time or reason left
This is where all doubts lies dead
This is ground zero at last

In a whim or benefit, nothing was lost
No place where dark covers is unseen
And I've been here knowing all along
Every trap and plots of love and misery
To save who builds their own madness
And those returning for plain cowardice
From intention to true ending, in desunity

Coerced by profusion of anything
Dazzled by the extortion of bad luck
As if you give a fuck to anything at all
Or if it still moves you in your free fall
It doesn't help to say I know you
Or what I thought I knew

All We Wanted

It was a miracle and a prophecy
Breaking through forever and a day
And I knew you'd say otherwise
Praying backwards to another sky
I'm still fullfilled with doubt and will
But I'm not at all faithless if yet I
look for all the answers

Guilty be your restriction
If you only search for one thing
Damned be your decision
If you try to confine everything

We are starting with the ending
We are jumping on the bound
That's all we wanted
That's all we wanted
We are battling similar demons
We are casting one more vow
That's all we wanted
That's all we wanted

Of all the things that witnesses me
Your order is what owns me the least
Being the one behind my eyes and teeth
And still you can't believe me at all
You just won't listen until the end
But weighting ours intents you'll know
Whose passion can be spent

Disregarded be your doctrine
If you believe in just one single thing
No anchors dropped, no deal closed
My cravings are the things I chose

Kamikaze

When everything comes crashing in
Through out oblivion and oversight
And peace is blind to it's own bless
As you try to undress me of myself
But I won't dwell in your disbelief
You came here to stop me
but now I'm kissing you

And if we must cross mercy, so be it

I'll break through your neon
and your white noise
The light right through the glass
The crack right through the voice
It's a no man's land between
Choice and defense
No sense or rue to burst in consume
A kamikaze with a single rule

I see you try to colonize disparities
Brutal force by every blind strength
Measuring lengths of frailties and flaws
You say you haven't seen it coming at all
This vow right through the unconditional
I said I won't remain on your disbelief
Even if truth will be the only thing
left of me

And if we must cross mercy, so be it

Ending this the only way we could've made
In a place uncharted, just how we've started
And I know where you cut me and kiss me
And this is when the skies collides

Bow and Arrow

My feet are grounded where I begin
And all inclinations goes by demands
I'm misplaced to be where I'm not
So I'll never hit mislead in it's heart
Or discover what you think you know
When you throw your blow

I'm the one after my trust
You're the one before your mind
We're behind what we can be
But the wanting is only mine
Until I can't do this any more
You won't hold on any longer
Then I can't just close my eyes
Behind this bow and arrow

Residing in both edge and void
Eager won't settle and will won't recoil
Though I remain disbanded in doctrines  
And hitting against fears until I give in
Want and reason might collide and they will
And yet I can't stop you

You're strong enough for both of us
Above anything I dare to declare I feel
Fragile if compliant, damned if unyielding
And unforgiven for a one way strength
But I witness myself in both ends
And I'm the only one who's here